I wanted to try to write a poem, but those things only happen when they want to, which is not necessarily when I want them to.
Had the disability hearing. Said something stupid that got my lawyer angry at me, and if that means I screwed the pooch, it is what it is.
Tonight I set up a schedule for myself to start tomorrow.
Something as simple as that, and it stills feels like I'll fail before I start.
I'm not intentionally trying to be a downer, I'm just in a mood.
Going to watch pretend-tv for a while until the sleepy comes.