July 24th, 2018


Beg for forgiveness

I dunno why that popped into my head, but there it is. I'm not thinking of anyone in particular, it's just a disconnected thought.

I wanted to try to write a poem, but those things only happen when they want to, which is not necessarily when I want them to.

Had the disability hearing. Said something stupid that got my lawyer angry at me, and if that means I screwed the pooch, it is what it is.

Tonight I set up a schedule for myself to start tomorrow.
Something as simple as that, and it stills feels like I'll fail before I start.

I'm not intentionally trying to be a downer, I'm just in a mood.

Going to watch pretend-tv for a while until the sleepy comes.

Peace out.